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Thursday, September 13, 2007

.... my mum ask me wat happen.. isn't i sick or wat... just back home then sleep..
did i really sleep..?.. i cry a whole night.. i was in a room v no fan no air cone.. but i feel so cold..
... i keep crying ... until i fall asleep... ...but i nv really fall asleep... i try to lie myself.. i try to imaging something that i hope to be happen.. but can't.. .. the tear keep on come out non-stop.. shin has call me just now.. n my tear was half .. coming out.. but i .. just have to stop it.. b4 my mum saw.. i taking MC today.. .. reason is.. for 'my head pain like mad' ... did my head really pain..? yesterday i couldn't stop myself.. i midnight wake.. n do a milo.. n take out .. many medicine.. .. i eat all.. le.. but ntg strange.. still alive.. i wouldn't die so easily de.. .. even i want die oso but no now.. i want send those things v my real heart.. which .. really.. want to give them.. ..i am really tired..



if i really could dissapear.. i really hope to..
my last wish was .. dissapear v no one knowing..

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